im supposd to be studying crim
Friday, February 3rd, 2006it’s a saturday morning and im supposed to be studying for crim. but im not. i never got used to going to class on a saturday. super off ang system ko. parang nag-aautomatic hybernate ako come 5pm Friday. haha. funny, the sem’s about to end and until now, im bitter about having a saturday class.
im kinda in limbo the first half of the sem. parang dumaan lang na hangin. wala ako nafeel. stress, yes. but not because of the matter i have to study but because i don’t study. well, let me qualify that. i dont study as much as i did last sem and it’s kinda frustrating. this was supposed to be a relatively easy sem. looking back, i even can’t imagine how i was able to stand the gruelling hours of studying cases. i even can’t imagine i studied THAT hard. di ako nerd eh, gusto ko balanced yung buhay ko. coz i don’t believe that all i have to learn is inside a classroom. that’s just 10% of what i have to learn. The bulk of the more important virtues lie outside the halls of the school.
so yan. mejo bitter ako kasi kung nag-aaral ako e di mas ok sana. but no regrets. that’s part of the training. tao ka eh. you have priorities and you live your life accordingly.
