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i love being a happy person. way back in grade school, i was a very very very shy girl who would cry when asked to recite a passage from my reading book. haha, the memories of Ms. Umali, my grade school reading teacher who saw through me and developed my potentials. i love being the outspoken me. i love to talk, really…about anything. about politics, the latest showbiz chismis, the latest block chika, romance, about breaking up…etc..i really love to talk. I honestly think this has something to do with my past debate career… i love debate, the euphoria of speaking about almost anything under the sun. Of course i don’t debate anymore (except for the moot thing in Persons)–nonetheless, that doesn’t mean that i love the art less.

i’ve read the blog of a very good friend just a couple of minutes ago. i admire that girl’s passion..if only i have as much discipline as hers. I can still vividly remember that first day when i met her face-to-face. First few words, "I hate mediocrity. I you think that you’re gonna win a debate by being mediocre, you’re wrong." hehe…very passionate person…hay, and i really wish she’d make it to the top sa bar exams. grabe ang passion, sana ako rin…im also passionate about the law. it’s what ive always wanted but sometimes i tend to forget that in order to become who you dream of becoming, you have to work for it. you can’t be a good lawyer by sleeping on your books every gruelling night. You have to do your best. Mediocrity is an evil and it’s right in front of my face this semester. Worse, i succumb to it.

No regrets. No frustrations. Those are my choices. I suffer the consequences. Sometimes, i feel na im so overrated. I’m not as diligent as some of my other classmates, i just get lucky. To be honest, last sem was one hell of a sem for me. No expectations, nothing at all. I just did my homework, studied, studied and studied. At the end of the sem, i was shocked. Really. I wasn’t expecting anything, an 85 was a dream average. i repeat, a dream. I don’t know what good i’ve done to deserve what i got last sem. That was more than what i wanted. But i am so thankful. And i want to do it again–and go overboard what ive achieved last sem.

Di ko alam kung paano ko gagawin, that’s the problem. I want to be consumed with my ardor and passion for the law. I want to become a good lawyer–no, i want to become the best lawyer that i can be. That i can only do if i study every single night like last sem. I want to be good at what i love most. What’s more, i want to be a better person through my study of the law. The problem is, it’s really difficult acquiring the discipline that will enable you to become a good lawyer. At this point, i realize that passion is an edge–but passion is one thing, discipline and hardwork is another.

I believe that the next few weeks and months in this sem are very crucial to my study of the law. I’ve always wanted to be a lawyer–that is undisputed. But the path towards achieving a long time dream is not a walk in the park. One has to gather her strength and face the world with an unwavering gaze indicative of the zealous desire to weather whatever unforseen thing or event there is. At the end of it all, whatever there is left to combat is just a matter of faith, passion and determination. I see myself holding my diploma for juris doctor on March 2009. The law is my passion and I am ready for whatever it takes to get me where I’ve always wanted to be.

una sa lahat, maligayang bati sa aking kaibigang c IRA VALDEZ…hehe..happy birthday katoto! hehe, ayan kahit dito sa blog ko binati kita…senxa ka na kasi busy sa school kaya late na rin today kita nabati =)

speaking of school, naiinis ako sa aking study habits lately…actually, di ko nga matawag na STUDY HABITS kasi tulog ako ng tulog ng tulog ng tulog…wala akong naaaaral tuloy pagdating ko from school! hay! anu ba to!? and this is supposed to be my passion isn’t it!??!?!?!? argh..naiinis talaga ako sa sarili ko bakit ang tamad tamad tamad TAMAD ko talaga lately. namimis ko ung gulpi de gulat nila sir cande at sir vallente…kasi pag ganun ung mga calibre ng mga professors talagang mapapaaral ka eh…not that im complaining na magaan ang load relatively this sem BUT ang sama kasi ng feeling that this is supposed to be the sem na babawi and then!!!! hay ang tamad ko talaga gusto ko iumpog ulo ko sa pader

di ko mafeel nga ang xmas kasi tulog lang ako ng tulog! ganun talga katindi! hay…sana maibalik ko ung last sem…and for some reason, nag-iba ang aking study sked, last sem…ang style ko tulog pagdating sa house then gcing ng 11pm then aral til 5am then tulog ulit til 8am…aba!!!!! ngayon iba naman! kailangan ko agad mag-aral pagdating sa house dahil chances are, pag di ko inupuan ung readings for the next day, ill end up not reading them at all for the night and cram my brain the next day! weird…but this is what happens kung di regular ung classes eh…dahil sa mga morning classes last sem hanggang ngayon di pa rin ako makabawi…hay buhay nga naman

di ko nga rin maintindihan kasi pakiramdam ko nasa warp zone ako…di ko man lang namalayan na xmas na pala next week! ngek…feeling ko may 2 weeks pa bago mag-end ang classes…sus, pasko na pala! ayan, nasira nanaman ang plano ko na mag-aaral na for real dahil bakasyon nanaman at pagdating ng january mahihirapan nanaman ako mag-aral mode dahil nagliliwaliw pa utak ko! buhay! pero di naman ako nagsisisi na naglalakwacha talaga ako every sunday…dahil kung di ko gagawin un, mamamatay ako hehe joke di naman…masisiraan lang ng baet haha lol =) kasi naman ung saturday class! nakakainis!!!! e ako pa naman c rest day pag sunday kaya ngayon rest day pa rin ako ng sunday…pagdating ng monday…cram cram cram nanaman!!!!

mga pipol! nakita nyo ba c KC kanina? bagay ang lugay ng buhok diba? haha…ayaw talaga nun maglugay ok naman..diba joan? shelly? leah? ricel? hehe

so anu kaya ireregalo ko sa aking mga mahal sa buhay? kanina pinag-uusapan namin ung nila Pi, KC at Joan pauwi…hehe, c Shelly daw bibili ng rolex haha joke lang shelly!!!! grabe 398,000 ang isang rolex daw…sus talga, cno ba bibili nun? (actually, marami hehe) pero kotse na un eh…anyway! ayun nga, di ko maisip kung ano ireregalo ko sa aking 1)family; 2) boyfriend; 3) family ni boyfriend haha…mga friends,tulong naman!!! ung budget ko ha, di pang-rolex haha =) bahala na, basta galing sa puso wehehehe

hay nako, inaantok nanaman ako!!!! (see? see? see?) dito na lang to, chaka na ung iba kong naiiisip…inaantok na ko!